Self-Censored

It may seem like I’ve been gone for a while but I actually have 10-15 drafts lined up waiting to be (probably never) posted. Three years ago I started writing because I was having a hard time processing my emotions. …

Today

Today is not a good day. Today, my friendship of five years may be crumbling away because my responsibilities and obligations keep me from being able to be fully present. Today I’m stuck at work, alone way longer than I …

Experience

As an imminent university grad, more often than not my mind is occupied with thoughts of applying for jobs. I’ve scrolled through pages and pages and pages of job listings hoping to find something that’ll stand out to me. Something that I …

Change and Decisions

In my last post I was torn between deciding on what path I’d like to take after graduating university in a short couple months. On one hand, I wanted to completely uproot my life and move down to Georgia. On …

I’m (Possibly) Back

Welp. It has been a hot minute since I’ve even thought about writing, let alone made it to this site. I genuinely have no excuses or explanations, I’m just a terrible and flakey person. The last time I sat down …

Moments

While scrolling through the 14-day weather forecast on my phone today, I had a rather jolting realization. Surprisingly enough, it had nothing to do with the weather; which, considering that I live in Canada is a huge feat. Today I …

Rollercoaster

Is anyone else ready for this year to be over? Just me? Okay, great. I totally get the whole “life has ups and downs” mantra and I’m very supportive of the whole going with the flow thing. But holy crap have …

High Tide

I have a theory that the joys and despairs of life come in waves. People who have achieved some semblance of happiness have mastered the art of surfing these waves, coasting through with exhilaration. And others? Well, others are just …

Not So Bad

Sometime in the last month or so, my general doom and gloom attitude has taken a backseat. The shift has been almost imperceptible, even to myself, until a particularly hot shower brought it to the forefront of my mind – …

You Deserve It

I don’t know exactly why, but the word “deserve” makes me incredibly angry. Maybe because I imagine it said by a bratty teenage girl who’s trying to convince her parents that she deserves the newest iPhone. It’s got an entitled, uppity …